Under the RE Tree

October 2020

I’m so confused… is it fall? It felt like it toward the end of August and the beginning of September; but now I have my shorts back on. Kids are back to school, church is in full swing, leaves are falling… The buzz of hummingbirds’ wings have left my feeders, and there is a distant call of the wild geese calling… So it must be fall.

Maybe I’m a little too focused on the outward signs of autumn, that I’m not listening deeply enough to hear its voice. When I take a moment to detach from all the Important Things that keep me busy – too busy to really hear – and I allow myself a moment (or, luxuriously, more than a moment) to open my mind and heart, I can hear the call of fall.

For me, it often sounds like this…

To Autumn – John Keats

Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness,
Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun;
Conspiring with him how to load and bless
With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run;
To bend with apples the moss’d cottage-trees,
And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core;
To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells
With a sweet kernel; to set budding more,
And still more, later flowers for the bees,
Until they think warm days will never cease,
For summer has o’er-brimm’d their clammy cells.

Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store?
Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find
Thee sitting careless on a granary floor,
Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind;
Or on a half-reap’d furrow sound asleep,
Drows’d with the fume of poppies, while thy hook
Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers:
And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep
Steady thy laden head across a brook;
Or by a cyder-press, with patient look,
Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours.

Where are the songs of spring? Ay, Where are they?
Think not of them, thou hast thy music too,—
While barred clouds bloom the soft-dying day,
And touch the stubble-plains with rosy hue;
Then in a wailful choir the small gnats mourn
Among the river sallows, borne aloft
Or sinking as the light wind lives or dies;
And full-grown lambs loud bleat from hilly bourn;
Hedge-crickets sing; and now with treble soft
The red-breast whistles from a garden-croft;
And gathering swallows twitter in the skies.